Sunday, September 26, 2021

Why A Person Becomes Homeless Upon Reaching Mandatory Medicare Health Coverage - True Experience

Medicare Nightmare The Government Simply Wants The Elderly To Die Off! 


People have the misconception about Medicare. Until you reach the age of "having" to go on Medicare, with no choice or say in the matter, most feel that is a goal in life where all medical costs related to care and medications go down. (Hence the misinformed wanting "Medicare for All.")
 
My experience 7 weeks into the mandatory Medicare nightmare: My medical costs have increased by $600 a month over what I was paying prior to August 1st. I had Marketplace insurance previously. I paid no premium and I paid a very small amount for some medications and the most expensive medications like Levemir & Novolog (insulin for Diabetes) along with Jardiance (medication for Diabetes), I paid zero....no cost....no co-pay. I was recently diagnosed with emphysema that requires an inhaler. I now pay almost $100 per month for that . PCP visits were no costs. Specialists, no cost if referred by my PCP. Again, no premium. Now, with Medicare, my Social Security is deducted a mandatory $148.50 per month premium for Medicare and as mentioned, my costs have gone up enormously.
 
I had to change doctors as well. I pay more co-pays than before. One month into the program, my drug costs are going up. Jardiance went from $126 to $235 from first fill to the second fill. Both insulins started at $126 and have gone up by over 20%. 
 
Upon entering the Medicare stage of your life, you have to pick a private insurance provider that then gets the sudden mandatory $148.50 premium that you "have" to have deducted from your Social Security. No way to get around it. You can not appeal it.
 
I was lied to by the person who sold me my Cigna Medicare Advantage policy. I have a document that states that when I & Medicare pay a total of $6,550 in drug costs, I go to what they call the catastrophic stage that reduces the drug costs to almost nothing. This is because I have "Extra Help (Low Income Subsidy -LIS)" based on my low income. The document was the last document sent to me by Cigna. When I call (with many times a 2 hour hold time), I am told that that document should not have been sent and I have to pay, myself, an additional $5,300 in costs before I get a reduction in drug costs. Nowhere in my copy of the policy can I find this, but Cigna is always right. I have talked to supervisors to no avail. My pharmacy has talked to Cigna, to no avail. 
 
With that being said, I am now shopping for a new insurance provider as the window to change providers opens on October 15, 2021, thru December 1, 2021 (Medicare Open Enrollment).
 
Right now, I have a grievance pending with Cigna (I expect no results as I was told someone from that department would contact me within 24 hours to 48 hours and I have never received a call.) I have also submitted a complaint to U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Office for Civil Rights but that will take quite some time. 
 
I grew up hearing about those who are on Medicare having to halve or reduce even more, their medications, or make choice on which medications they have filled because of lacking funds to pay for all that they require for their medical conditions. I used to think that those were exaggerations. Well, lo and behold, I am in that position now, making choices. I already have canceled by Jardiance prescription with my pharmacy, due to cost,  and soon will be looking at doing without insulins.
 
I just received my monthly cost for medications from three other Medicare insurance providers. Blue Cross Medicare Advantage (HMO) from $1,778.21 to $1,852.63. Aetna Medicare Prime Plan (HMO) $1,054.25 to $1,054.25. And Imperial Insurance Value (HMO C-SNP) $779.17 to $886.29.  (See screenshot for the quotes I have received on 9/26/2021).
 
Imperial looks to have the best drug prices and benefits. However, I would have to change my PCP once again. That is a major issue with the medical complications I have. Even then I would have to pick and chose the medications I can purchase due to the exaggerated costs by Big Pharma and the ripping off of Medicare by the insurance companies.

Considering the drug costs alone with no other costs such as rent, food, utilities, phone and pet care I have to make a choice. Have my medication and be homeless, or stay in my home and die without medications I need for three chronic conditions and one terminal condition.  That may sound extreme, but my total income per month is $1,269 after the $148.50 I lost in Social Security. Not hard to do the math. That income is both Social Security and the little amount of 1099 contract work I do.
 
Anyway, just wanted to fill people in that possibly are unaware of the reality of Medicare and what may be in store for people and catch them off guard. My wife who passed in 2020 was on Medicaid due to her disability, and had no costs at all for anything medical related. There is a big difference between Medicare & Medicaid for sure. Some people have both that qualify. I don't qualify unless, lets look at the scenario that I can not treat my diabetes and as a result have to have a leg or both amputated, then I would qualify for both. Reminds me of the saying, "I would given and arm and a leg for..."
 
Bottom line folks, the reality of the situation is that your government wants you to die off once you reach retirement as then you no longer contribute to the government and society in their eyes, and they feel you are a burden to them and society.  The government works with lobbyists and insurance companies to make sure you cannot afford your life-saving medications, and to make sure Big Pharma and the insurance companies profit in the last year or so of your life before you end up in the ER dead because you simply could not afford your medications.  That is your reward for working all your life and paying into a system.
 
Sad, but true.
 
Love and blessings to all.
 

 

Friday, July 2, 2021

Rite / Ritual of Mid summer ( Litha )

Rites and rituals are used by Pagans of all paths and honor the height of summer.  The pagan name for this celebrations is Litha.  Please enjoy using the below rite/ritual to celebrate Litha!

The longest day
The sun holds sway
The fires burn to emulate Day

Like the flowers we turn towards the light
Of power and grace
Our soul takes flight

One with the waters that flow to the sea

One with the beasts of the field and forest

One with the fields of grain and wild flowers

One with the very bones of the Earth before us

Round we go now
let the fires be lit

To the circle we go
May the air give us breath

Spin and play with fires
dancing grace

Flow into my arms
Like waters embrace

Feel the Earth's heart beating beneath your feet

South the blaze of summer's embrace
Warm with thy grace this sacred place

West the Cooling waters of ease
I swim down your lanes of crystal planes
to seek refuge in your flowing arms

North the land of midnight sun
hold high the torch of the lands life
and lighten away the shadows

East the playfulness of Airs dance
the leaves rustle at my feet
Blow clean this space of healing grace

Dance we now around the flames...
in the land of midnight sun...flowers in our hair...
dance till the human form falls away...
and we become one with the spirits within

Raven... messenger of the Gods...
bring us the signs we need to know
to heal the Earth and all mankind

Wolf...graceful wise one...
bring us the way of the pack that we may be strong
To do the Great work...of peace

Tiger ..whose eyes burn in the the night..
bring us the power to make things right
To bring back the balance
to what has fallen in the darkest night

Snake...the ever new..
bring us the way of self restoration
that we may ever be fresh for the task ahead

Whale..singer of the deep
Sing us a song of life that we may keep the faith
Rise up my soul to Know the leviathans peace

Spider.. spinner of fates...
show to us the cord that binds us
The web woven fine...
glorious and divine.....that unites us

Coyote...singer of nights song..
teach us to laugh even when things go wrong
Even when life is not as we hope..
to laugh to sing and bring joy ...the coyotes smile

Owl.. night flyer.. keeper of secrets...
Help us to learn your silent ways When to speak,
when to be still.. let us learn the wisdom of the will

Bee keeper of honeys secret...
remind us to savor the sweetness of life
Tireless worker of the light...
whose sweetness is ever bright...
show us the way through the night

Freedom for the spirit..in all the forms of life..
four footed, flyers and swimmers in the light

Dance we now all... in Moonlights embrace..

Dance we the dance of life
we seek the wisdom of the fates
Raven feathers fly on through the night
Black on black .. yet we see the light

Dance we for crystal clarity
for the minds sake we ask it
Swimmers in the lake of understanding
We seek to flow with the current of thought

Dance we for the insight
to walk all paths with grace
Light footed Tiger in the grass
Seeking wisdom in the hidden places

Dance we to shed the old
like the snake.. to become new and whole
with each step we take we are new and given
freedom to take any road as a new being

Free flows the wine of wisdom
Sweet Flowers heady perfume
Around my head the sunlight blooms
While the bee self gathers the nectar of knowledge

A Time to love, A time to grow
time to become all that we can know

Blessed are the walkers of the sunlight's grace

Blessed are the seekers after wisdom's embrace

Hail the fire that warms the night
we thank you for thy bright light of freedom

Hail the waters flow
we thank you for thy swift embrace of healing

Hail the Earths steady heartbeat
we thank you for thy solid protection and wisdom

Hail the Winds refreshing embrace
we thank you for thy cleansing touch and inspiration

Hail to thee Great Mother
whose bloom is on my face
Hail to thee Great Father
whose cool thought fills this space

Hail to all creatures great and small..
My teachers in other skins
I thank you all

Fly we now from this place
Fired by the thoughts of grace
Swimming thur the waters of peace
Treading the path we call life On Earths embrace

Hail and Blessed be one and all

Wednesday, June 30, 2021

Rite / Ritual of Healing By the Full Moons Light

Healing rituals and rites are always needed for various situations.  Here, I am sharing one for use by Pagans, including Wiccans and all Paths.


Earth Rises
Air Blows
Fire Burns
Water Flows

Earth Mighty Mother
Your Blessings we seek
Show to us the Herbs we need
When the body is weak

Air Breath of Life
Your Favor we seek
Let each breath we draw
Bring the Healing we seek

Fire Great Purifier
Your comfort we would know
Let thy Mighty flames
Burn away any ill that shows

Water Flowing sweet and pure
Your blessings we seek
Let the healing Waters flow
Over the Mighty and the Meek

Greetings Merciful Mother
In your arms do we fold
To become hail and hardy in thy embrace
To walk the Earth so bold

Greetings Blessed Father
Your consul we seek
Tell to us the tale we need to hear
That will make us strong . not weak

Your servants are we
Ready we stand
Come blessed spirits and take our hand
To heal the heart, the mind the soul of man
Rise up your heart
Let your feelings soar
Fill this place With healing,
Make it a place of earthly succor

One by One think on they that need
Life by Life let the power roar
From your heart and soul
For your bothers and sisters
Who need you so

Like the Panther in the Night
Can misfortune steal
Bring light to this place
That the wound may heal

Like a wolf we stand
To guard the pack
Bring up your light heart
And send the ill back

Ravens wings flying high
Messenger from above
Speak softly in our ears
Like the gentle coo of a peaceful dove
Of times of joy and goodness
while our lives course does run

We are born
We live
And to dust to we will return
Let the time between dawn and dusk
Be long and full of life we yearn

Not for ourselves alone we seek
But for all who live in sorrows bane
Rise up the power in your soul
Let the healing fall down like rain

Earth grows sweet herbs
To make the living worthwhile

Airs kiss each breath we breathe
To make each moment count

Fire to remind us
That tomorrow is promised to none
Sweet water flows our life's blood knows
What is to be done

Sweet loving hands
Do reach down
To soothe the troubled brow
From life to sweet reunion
The only time we have is now

Let the Power flow to all who have need
Rise up and Hear the call
To comfort and succeed
In healing all who have need

Earth Rises
Air Blows
Fire Burns
Water Flows

The dust beneath our feet
Our Mighty Mothers breast
Blessed by thy hearing
Of this rite at our behest

Blessed Be

The night wind that whispers
It's loving song of hope
Blessed be thy speaking
To this rite our ears are blessed

Blessed Be

Crackling fire that warms the night
Restoring colors to our sight
Blessed be thy comfort
At this rite we savor thy might

Blessed Be

The lowest of the low the Water flows
Seeking anyway it can go
To cleanse the wound so deep
Blessed be thy healing
On this night so we may no more weep

Blessed Be

Sunday, June 6, 2021

New Moon Rite / Ritual Of Interconnection

Shared with Pagans of all Paths for blessings and thanksgiving.

New Moon Rite Of Interconnection

Blazing Forth
The New moon shines
Today our lives entwine

Separate in body
Together in Spirit

We are One

Like a Ring
That has no beginning
and no end

So the circle is Bound
Let us Begin

Hail the Goddess
May we know thy Grace

Hail the God
May we know wisdom's Embrace

Hail the Power of Earth
Northward we bow
To the Power of Life

Hail the Power of Air
Eastward we bow
To the Power of Life

Hail the Power of Fire
Southward we bow
To the Power of Life

Hail the Power of Water
Westward we bow
To the Power of Life

Link now the hands
That the body be one

Link now the thoughts
That the mind be one

Link now the Spirit
That the Soul be one

We are One

Link we with the Earth
Beneath our feet

Feel her pain as our pain
And Keep her free from harm
Our Mother she is ..... Gaia
And due a Mothers respect

Link we with the Air
We breathe each moment of our lives

And see the haze of pollution's bane
and keep it clean and sweet
The Kiss of the Angels.....life's breath
is our inheritance

Link we with the Fire
The smelters open flame

And use the sliver blood
To our blessing ... not our bane
The metal bones of earth ....by fires kiss
To make wind chimes ... not war

Link we with  the Water
Become one with the lowest with grace

And see the scum of pollution's bane
And remember to keep it clean and sweet
Crystal pools of fishes bright

We Are One
 

Linked , like a chain of love are we
Linked , like the roots of every tree
Linked, like the winds which caress
Linked , like the waves on the shore

Reach out your hand
And take your fellow mans

Reach out your thoughts
To blend with all living things

Reach out your Spirit
To become one Soul

I am the Rock, the Tree, the Stream, the Stars

I am all the Universe

Hold this truth
In the palm of your hand
Shining brilliance
of wondrous understanding
That We Are One

Fair thee well...the Power of Earth
Northward we bow
To the Power of Life
Blessings on the Mothers breast on which we stand

Fair thee well...the Power of Air
Eastward we bow
To the Power of Life
Blessings on the Air we breathe while life goes on

Fair thee well...the Power of Fire
Southward we bow
To the Power of Life
Blessings on the Fires Might
May we always use it right

Fair thee well...the Power of Water
Westward we bow
To the Power of Life
Blessings on the Waters wondrous Kiss
Sweet as dew fall... cool as the mist



Saturday, June 5, 2021

Mabon Ritual/Rite General

 Fall is upon us.  Enjoy this wonderful Mabon ritual/rite shared with Pagans of all Paths.

Mabon Ritual/Rite General

Soon the Mother to her rest will go
Our second harvest we gladly store
For the long winter that lies ahead

Hail Son of the Light
Divine maker of grace
We offer up our thanks for the harvest
Your bountiful sunshine makes

Hail Mother Earth in your autumn dress
Gold and russets adorn your frame
Bless us now with thy fiery grace
We thank you in the Mothers name

Hail to the Autumn winds that blow
The leaves dance around our feet
Bless us now with thy dance of life
We thank you in the Mothers name

Hail to the Sunlight's waning fire
Soon to cool in your winters sleep
Bless us now with thy gentle light
We thank you in the Mothers name

Hail to the Waters that flow sweet
Soon to become locked in ice's embrace
Bless us now with thy last flows
We thank you in the Mothers name

New born the light this day of shadows bright
We dance in the fields beneath the pale moonlight
Long and weary has been the fight
To harvest the land for the long winter night

Hail Merry maker, we ask your leave tonight
To join with us in song, that we are alive this night
Each day we live is a blessing, as tomorrow is promised to none
Help us to remember this and take some time for fun

Hail Caldron keeper, who stirs up the fates of man
She who knows tomorrow's fates
Be kind to those of the land

Stand tall and upright
Ye children of this night
Lift your hearts to the light
Open wide your arms to the harvest King
Feel the blessings that his presence brings

Time to lay down all the weal of woe
To face the morrow with power and grace
Time to heal the weary soul
We gather the power in this place
To face the long nights of winters cold

The light stands equal to light and dark this day
As all men are equal in the Mothers sight
Share we this harvest of grace and power
With all we can reach with our ken

Reach out and feel the lands embrace
And share its bounty forth
To all men peace and plenty for the nights to come
Let none be without resource
We ask it in the Mothers name

Hail Mother Earth in your autumn dress
Gold and russets adorn your frame
Blessed us you did with thy fiery grace
We thank you in the Mothers name

Hail to the Autumn winds that blow
The leaves dance around our feet
Blessed us you did with thy dance of life
We thank you in the Mothers name

Hail to the Sunlight's waning fire
Soon to cool in your winters sleep
Blessed us you did with thy gentle light
We thank you in the Mothers name

Hail to the Waters that flow sweet
Soon to become locked in ice's embrace
Blessed us you did with thy last flows
We thank you in the Mothers name

Friday, June 4, 2021

Last Rite / Ritual of Summer

A remarkable Pagan ritual/rite for the last part of the summer season.  A passing on from one season to another.

Last Rite of Summer

Soon the trees will be bare of the last of summers dress
Reminding us to shed our own excess
As the seasons turn round and round about
We look towards tomorrow
And lay our plans out

Hail Mother Earth, soon to your rest will go
In your garment of white and snow
Blessing of peace be upon us

Hail Sister Winds, whose breathe turns cold
Dance of the leaves and Fairy bright
Blessing of Peace be upon us

Hail Brother Fire, as we gather around
Basking in the warm glow of the last fires of harvest
Blessing of Peace be upon us

Hail Father Water, softly fallen snow
Creator of a haven of silence to show
Blessing of Peace be upon us

The Harvest is in, the goods stored away
We are ready for the winters stay
Now we have moments of quite ways
To spend the darker hours in peaceful days

Now is the time to create and reflect
On all the year behind us and what's to come yet
As soon the new year will be here to remind us
That we, like the crops, must grow in our trust

Hail Persephone as you return to the Underworld
The time you spend away counts the season of winter
Hail Giver of light in the dark pathways
Gracious is your care that guides our footsteps to the light
Ever and always bright Mother do you guide our ways right

Hail Great Horned one, Father of the forest shades
Protector of all the furred one
Who roam the forest glades
Give to us your shielding grace
Protect us from Winters ways

Onward we seek
To tomorrow we yearn
Now is the time lay all the plans
For the Year to come we make our play

Your blessings Sweet Mother Persephone
We ask for you to light the way
We follow in the light you bring
We are protected by the Fathers stay
Hail and blessed be

Hail Mother Earth, soon to your rest will go
In your garment of white and snow
Blessing of peace were upon us

Hail Sister Winds, whose breathe turns cold
Dance of the leaves and Fairy bright
Blessing of peace were upon us

Hail Brother Fire, as we gather around
Basking in the warm glow of the last fires of harvest
Blessing of peace were upon us

Hail Father Water, softly fallen snow
Creator of a haven of silence to show
Blessing of peace were upon us 

Thursday, June 3, 2021

Lammas The Seasons Turn - Pagan Ritual / Rite

Enjoy this Pagan ritual / rite for the celebration of Lammas!

Lammas The Seasons Turn

Bright the Moonlight
On this the seasons eve
Changes in the Wind
Tonight we perceive

Hail Magic Mother Tailtiu
In the Moonlight Fair
Flowers of Summer
Still in your Hair

Hail Blessed Father Lugh
Of the seasons Grace
Teach to us now
Thy wisdom's embrace

Grace of the Earth defend us
As we circle round
We behold the dust of ages
Blessed be

Winds of change blow around us
As we circle round
We breathe the scent of Holiness
Blessed be

Warm the Fires protect us
As we circle round
We bask in the light of security
Blessed be

Mists of Rain to cool the day
As we circle round
We drink of life that surrounds us
Blessed be

Summers fires start to dim
The Air smells of rain and wind
The Earth has weathered the summers fire
The Rains to come spell our desire

Dance we in the Moonlight
On this seasons eve
To autumn winds and cooling days
We give our thanks and praise

We take a moment to count our blessings
To count the joys of living
We take a moment to bow our heads
For all the good we have been given
We take a moment to speak farewell
To those no longer with us
We take a moment greet the children
Born in the Summers fire
We take a moment to greet the day
On this the seasons change

Hail Father Lugh
Whose time this be
Great Shinning one
Come dance with me
High on the hill tops
As the sun burns bright
Come dance with my spirit
Neath the waning summers light

Master of all trades
Please Bring thy skills to me
That my works be the best they can be

Hail the Great work before us
On this the seasons eve
With thy help blessed Father
May I make you proud of me

Grace of the Earth defended us
As we circled round
We beheld the dust of ages
Blessed be

Winds of change blew around us
As we circled round
We breathed the scent of Holiness
Blessed be

Warm the Fires protected us
As we circled round
We basked in the light of security
Blessed be

Mists of Rain to cool the day
As we circled round
We drank of life that surrounded us
Blessed be